mainly because of what they say.

don't fake it to be cool.



almost four full years.
this journal has seen enough.
i've noticed, though, that rarely have i actually said anything i was particularly feeling in this journal.
most of what's in here is just general. there is nothing deep. there is barely any substance.

i am making a new one. a new one for a new part. four years is a hell of a long time and i'm ready for a fucking change.

this new journal will not be like this.
the new one will be raw.
it will be brutal.
i will spill what's on my mind, offensive or not.
in fact, i can guarentee you'll probably be offended once in a while.
i will not use "custom groups" to hide things from certain users who friend me.
everything will be for everyone who adds me to see.
it isn't going to be pretty fluff. it isn't just going to skim over events in my life.
i am going to let it out.
i am sick of holding it in.
sick of it.


it's going to be a combination of rants
drawings, both finished and works in progress,
blurbs of writing
and any damn thing i feel like putting in there.


nosoi

you must comment to be added
i am not going to switch over all of my friends from here.
let me make that clear.
you must comment to be added.
not ONE person will be exempt from that.
unless of course i comment on theirs first.
but, fuck that, i'm lazy.
comment on the new journal, obviously, seeing I will more than likely ignore any posts made here for now on.
there you go.
i've made it nice and obvious.
i've given you all the information.
do what you will.

he'll kick you apart
he'll kick you apart!!

january:
-formal(or feb?)
-grandma's cancer starting signs of coming back
-kt & liz joint birthday (dirtyminds ftw)

february:
-formal(or jan?)
-CS first concert :]]]
-^ meaning HOLLYWOOD :]

march:
-birthday
-^ walking around school with darthvader on a motorcycle, sean is awesome :]
-lolol nothing much actually?

april:
-practice SAT ew
-lol bad month in general XD

may:
-CS kr3w 4 lyfe
-rollerskatingrinkbeingclosed/bowling adventure

june:
-anti-prom
-bad month
-(above) x 10^43582934875234
-thinking about it sucks a whole lot

july:
-lolol divorce sweet

august:
-las vegas :D
- (above) amazing fun x 498573453456234e34534
-senior year starting
-college life drawing started!
-move to glen arbor house

september:
-more grandma cancer stuff
-ipod died :[

october:
-placebo
-driving to LA
-SWR
-amazing x 3495729034875234 x infinity
-minus almost dying in the fog

november:
-nanowrimo :o
-finishing nanowrimo (even when starting late/lagging way behind)
-reading the ending of katie's nanowrimo story and bawling
-lolol i promise i'm tough XD

december:
-ih8lyfe
-formal invite=rejected
-"fuck you"
-grandma isn't going to make it to the end of this next week. :/

here's to 2007 being a HELL of a lot better!

i had the worst dream last night :/

go ahead, tell me anything you want to on this entry
say it anonymously or not
you can say anything you want
a complaint, a compliment
something about me that really bugs you?
something that you like?
something that you think is weird?

go for it, say anything you want about me

or ask me any question
i'll do my best to reply to them

caught my brother's cold

i feel horrible